M*A*S*H

........I was just singing along
yes I know the words to suicide is painless
cause I'm normal

Break down the walls
to see his faded shadow
screaming out her name.
watch him fall
so slow
because he won't play her game

I'M THE ONE WHO GRIPPED YOU TIGHT

Forgive the sins that i will make,
hold the souls that i shall break,
treasure my heart when i hand it to you,
remember I'll stand by even when it's all through,
no matter the never-ending pain,
I'd do it again.
even just for a while,
to see your face light up with the sweetest smile.
I won't say I'm sorry when i can not be redeemed,
life is not how we thought it seemed.
you will always mean everything to me,
whilst I'm chained to your being i can never be free.

drunk angel boy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZhsHH7vSnCw&feature=related

just a little story out of one of my vast moments of bored creativity

She sat there, in the garden with the soft breeze running through her hair. She knew she was meant to be happy, at peace. This was paradise. Yet still she missed being able to place her soft feet against the earth. She missed it holding her close, it was her home. Here in this eternity she felt unsettled, the never-ending sunlight did not comfort her like it did the others. They sang and they danced, they had no troubles. Every time she tried to smile, she felt moist tears roll down her ivory cheeks. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes imagining her home, she dreamed she was staring at a moonlight sky and that she needed a blanket for warmth. a small smile crept across her face. "heaven" she whispered and she dreamt she feel down, down to her own kingdom.

stupid homework

So...for once I am actually trying to do some homework...shocking I know, but I happened to miss psychology for reason which will not be explained in this blog. so I wanted to download our power point notes of Simon (the school systemy acess from home jiggy) so I could fill in what I was missing............ but apparently it doesn't want to so, i am left twiddling my thumbs..which kind of defeats the purpose of me having to finish all my homework before mum lets me go into town early to see Morgan.

So look.

ok so, I like this guy.. no that's not
true, I love this guy, I am head over heels for this guy, I adore him, I think
he's funny and sweet. I want him, I need him yadda, yadda you get the basic
picture. don't ask me why I feel this way about him, sometimes he can be a bit
of an idiot, and sometimes he makes it so clear he doesn't quite feel the same
way, but he makes me feel safe and comftable in his arms, he makes me smile and
well he puts up with my crap, and trust me I have a lot of crap. but none the
less, I feel I'm being just a teeny tiny itty little bit possessive and well,
I'm really sorry about that. cause it probably pisses him off a bit and as fun
as it is to tease him I really don't want to be with out him. it's stupid I know
it is to be so completely gone for some-one who at the very least doesn't know
if they love you back, but I guess I am just a moron

kthanxbi

Caitlin Louise Williams

indeedy

LOVE:

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/LOVE

PAIN:

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/PAIN

HOPELESS:

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/HOPELESS

ADDICTION:

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/ADDICTION

NEED:

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/NEED

WANT:

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/WANT

LUST:

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/LUST

PURE:

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/PURE

PROTECTION:

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/PROTECTION

TRUST:

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/TRUST

FRIENDSHIP:

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/FRIENDSHIP

BEHOLD THE DICTIONARY

 

 

 

"I share a shower with my brother/Stop Breathing"

Yes Yes Even I say Stupid Things.

and since I know your "Following me"

MORE SEBBY MORE JUSTIN :D pretty please?

 

now to actual blogging. so it's 10.15 at night and I am
half watching numb3rs out of the corner of my eye....

I had fun the last few days just bumming around Melbourne (no really) we also
have lots and lots of Pocky (obsession much?) and going to Geelong even if we
did have to squeeze into a little middle carriage thing in those silly red
trains most of the trip there and back. and I more or less slept on Morgan
(love) but I must say waking up to people throwing the contents of their stomach
into the kitchen sink or toilet is not nice....Neither is not having an actual
pillow. but what is nice is going for a walk the next morning for a Macca's
run... even if personally I went to Hungry Jacks (Burger King) to get a Veggie
Burger.... Yes!! that's right! Boo is Vegetarian...very much so... stubbornly
so. not that I have an issue with meat eaters, I mean people should eat what
they're comftable with and what they're like...well with in reason... I do frown
upon cannibalism (Does that sound weird coming from me? I do like to bite) but
food is like clothes I think, I get wanting to be fashionable...really I do, but
what the HELL is the point of wearing something that is in "Fashion" if it
doesn't suit you and you feel self conscious? really some-one shine a light on
it.



Personally I'm a massive Supernatural fan and I just watched episode 16 of the
5th season and may I just say. Poor Cas, Poor Poor Cas -Starts Crying-
.......................Ok I'm good.

Now that I have your attention do I have you attention, I
eat babies now I do, I don't, it'd be against previous statements made in this
blog, actually I love kids, I think they're adorable even when they are being
annoying little brats. 

I loveuls you all XD

you, and you and you and you and that idiot over there :)
YAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY
not that anyone knows what I'm talking about but
scott is reading this blog post over my shoulder
and apparently Jarrod is not a pussy
and Morgon and Jax are playing Guitar. and Ash...I have no idea what he's doing
also Scott is Harashio from CSI Miami
...and hopefully Jarrod never reads this cause I'm about to point out he has a very very very SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY VOICE :)

yay

SQUEE

feel my pain?

I'm sorry that I love you
I know you hate that I do
but the way you smile
the way you hold me close
the way your hand fits in mine
the way your always on my mind
the way you make me feel so safe
I want to say it
I love you
I love you
I love you so much
I love you
I love you
the way that you touch.
I love you forever
and I can't make it stop.

Endymion

“A flowery band to bind us to the earth, Spite of despondence, of the inhuman dearth.”

harry potter 6

the world is a strange strange place when so many people are crowded into such a small space,LOUD NOISES!!!

small children in wonderland

so I went to see the new Alice in wonderland today, Brilliant, but I am a massive Alice fan so I guess I may be a tad biased XD so now I'm sitting on my favourite Cousins computer while her two small children are playing in the background, one of which is telling me to "take my shoes off", whilst riding around on her brothers bike.

further proof I am either a straight girl or a gay guy

aren't we all just little world travelers

so a little while ago a friend of
mine that I know from Canada

came to visit me in Australia...from England,

this is a very serene picture of us,

out the back of my place

one thousand words, and I can not utter them

one of those boring...my day things

So I went shopping with mother and grandmother today, I brought her
(grandmother, who is actually Nana) roses for her birthday, I also conned mother
into buying me new shoes (converse, the Red product one's so at least the some
of the money cause to something worthwhile) and a new dress from Jay Jays
(short, black and with a little bow) it is perfect. I have also being watching
more Frankenstein, aaaah Literature but I must say the man playing Henry, who is
by far my favourite character, is dashingly handsome, some might even say rather
sexy.